The world forgetting, by the world forgot.

Yesterday was fun the dinner was a complete success. The only dull part of the night was Mike because he wasn't being sociable, he doesn't fit in with that group much anyways. It was really nice being able to hang out with those friends again, no one treated me any different although there was obviously a difference between me and Lauren's behavior. It definitely is different but in a way it's better. We have to be happy hanging out with each other as friends, before we're happy being with each other. I completely a totally understand that.

P90x has totally kicked my ass these last two days. I did the plyometrics portion of the workout yesterday and there were a number of times that I had to hit pause and just breathe before I continued. I was very proud that I got through the entire workout, regardless of how long it took or how I felt I did. All and all it's very exciting and definitely a great pick me up to my mood and confidence. I can feel a difference in my body already, between being more "regular" and feeling my muscles tighten up because they're being put to good use. I like this feeling a lot and really want to stay with it. If I could be in tip top shape for the weddings that I'm standing up in, that would be really awesome. Lets hope this all continues.

There are some days at work that I think it's going to last awhile and others where I am afraid that they're going to cut me off when I'm done for the day. I know there is at least one more weeks worth of work up there but I'm hoping for more. They keep crushing records so I'm hoping that they'll continue to need additional help. Problem is now that I am working from home I'm not having that regular contact with people that I'd like to be having. Theoretically I can go in until 1:30 everyday and load up my computer with more work but I'm not sure I want to do that. At least not with this computer. Hopefully if I get a new computer I'll be more comfortable bringing that one around.

That's all for today, trying to keep myself busy to take my mind away from the depression and my love. Things are getting better day by day.

-Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind-